kinds of fear

  1. fear of commitment & love
  2. existing rather than living
  3. taking a step forward
  4. kissing a boy you like
  5. driving cars kinda fast
  6. writing a poem
  7. a blank canvas 
  8. being fragile & strong at once
  9. heights
  10. girls admitting to each other feelings of infatuation 
  11. stepping out of fear
  12. kissing a girl for the first time
  13. getting naked in front of someone you love 
  14. getting naked in front of a stranger
  15. getting lost somewhere new
  16. discomfort with someone that used to be a friend 
  17. that song on repeat that becomes so annoying 
  18. the truth
  19. falling for someone who's committed and taken
  20. real love
  21. actually experiencing love making and fucking at once/to never have that again 
  22. songs that remind you of pain
  23. hospitals/needles/ x-ray machines
  24. finishing a book you don't love
  25. pregnancy
  26. abortion
  27. sex
  28. rape
  29. taxi drivers and dark alleyways 
  30. baking and cooking
  31. screaming during sex in a quiet room
  32. silence...

words -girl

LYRICS

I’m America’s sweetheart tryin’ to get away
You make it hard to leave, but it’s easier for me to stay,
Why I’m so afraid
And I've had it up to here with the fighting
Baby we’re not fooling anyone these days
I don’t wanna stay
But I’m so afraid

But it’s not love that keeps me here
And it’s not what you want to hear

So I’m going back to Santa Monica, New York to L.A.
Never coming back, boy, no matter what you do or say

‘Cause I’m so afraid And I've had it up to here with the panic and the fear There’s nothing in your heart Thought that I could make you change, But I’m so afraid But it’s not love that keeps me here We were just teenagers when we fell in love Driving in your fast car, looking at the stars above But it was not enough You should never come between a woman and her dream And a man who never knew his place There’s no easy way To come back from where you came-Lana del re